Feb 12 2009
Coping With Depression In The “Depression”
I wasn’t going to post today initially because I’ve had a really bad day in terms of my depression. I was diagnosed a few months ago and tend to have really good days and really bad ones at the moment with little in between. Today has been a really bad day for me, a dark day that I’m glad to see come to an end.
Someone once told me that doing what I love will help me to pull through this phase of my life and I’m hoping it does but I absolutely love to write and could not imagine doing anything else for a living, but doing what you love is incredibly difficult when you cannot find a focus… a lifeline I guess… to cling to. The most frustrating thing is though that I have no idea why I feel the way I feel. Nothing bad has happened to me today… if it had I could understand it but as it is I can’t because a dark cloud just descended and that was that.
And now for some sleep after my random ramblings because waking up tomorrow may just bring a lighter mood…
I hope you are feeling better today.
I have been enjoying your Blog for some weeks now and have added you to my Feeds, so keep up the good work, even on down days.
I’m not as consistent as you, but you can find me at bigworld.